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  • Spoke w/The Incredible Hulk

    I spoke with the Incredible Hulk yesterday through text message."I don't feel anything anymore. Does that make sense?" "More than you know!""All the stuff I do, or what people react to is not something I even care about…

  • Identity Theft

    A warning to all people who know me: my identity has been stolen. Be careful when you see "PC" because you need to determine who you are actually talking to. My identity has been stolen by an impostor, and the impostor…

  • Unchangeable Light

    "And being thence warned to return to myself, I entered into my inward self, Thou leading me on; and I was able to do it, for Thou wert become my helper. And I entered, and with the eye of the soul (such as it was) saw …

  • Novocaine

    When you have dental work done on one tooth, you will usually want the novocaine. The dentist gives you the shot to numb the area around the tooth. But its never the one tooth, is it? That tooth and the area surroundi…

  • Broken Numbness

    Again, I am facing the realization of my addictive behavior. It is not drugs, alcohol, or sex. My addictive behavior is a "flight" pattern I have named "NUMB". I know how to freeze myself by numbing or not feeling at …

  • I Have Leprosy

    We think leprosy is a disease where your skin falls off, and you lose your limbs, but that is not really the disease of leprosy. The real disease of leprosy is one in which the nerve endings do not operate; the disease …

  • The Lies We Tell Ourselves

    There are two lies we come to believe in our belief system. These are the lies we come to believe, and because we believe them, we react in ways that are destructive to us.The first kind of lies we believe are those tha…

  • Maturity

    They say the age you were when you became addicted is your present emotional and social age. This is to say that once I began my "numb" behavior was the age I began to delay my maturation. For me this happens to be at …

  • lack of intimacy to addictions

    The main way God speaks to us is through our conscience. The problem with my addictions or those things I create in order to 'cope' is that they numb my conscience. Those addictions may be drugs or alcohol, but they ma…

  • we are all addicts

    We are all addicted to something. We often think the only "addicts" are the alcoholics and drug users. An addict is anyone who does things they know are destructive to themselves and yet continue doing those very thing…

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